i am tired of trying to do the right things:
paying rent on time
pretending that nothing happen
pretending i don't know who you are
smiling when i don't feel like it
being on time. always.
being responsible. nice. understanding. committed. etc.etc.
when in the end i just get fucked over.
and i have to consume my rage in silence instead of simply saying what's really on my mind:
Fuck you. i am doing my best and you are just an irresponsible twat.