Tuesday, December 13, 2011


it seems like you can't avoid complications.

Monday, November 14, 2011

knitting + reading in bed.

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

you wake up in the bed you make.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

I'll take the risk and have the fun.

Monday, October 17, 2011

bullshitter

i talk too much.

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

hold on.

so here we go, another adventure.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Oliver


he used to be so small. so cute.

teenage years:

same shoe. same cat.


lazy kitten.



note: pictures taken with my lousy phone camera

wish me luck.

i have my fingers constantly crossed.

Monday, August 15, 2011

Now, get back on that horse and ride.

it is the end of the summer and i have plans.


Saturday, August 13, 2011


the goal is to edit and focus.

Friday, August 12, 2011


i am afraid i'll fail to meet expectations.

Monday, August 8, 2011


it is time for a redirection.
this weekend was about saying goodbye to friends and making new ones.

Friday, July 29, 2011



so i've mentioned how i prefer film.
but i've also noticed that i am pretty picky when it comes to prints.
for example:
when working in black and white prints (darkroom-"serious photography"-sort-of-stuff). i go for the heavy dark border on matte fiber paper.
on color prints (developed at my local smith's marketplace) i like the white borders and the matte finish.
it took me a long time, but now my preferences are set.

i go on long walks.

Saturday, July 23, 2011

we had a good run and an amicable ending.
but I'll miss how he used to place his hand on mine while he drove.

Friday, July 22, 2011

i hate waking up hung over.
again.

Monday, July 18, 2011





i am a bit of a film snob.
consequently i have box full of undeveloped film and hundreds of print and negatives all over my room.

Saturday, July 16, 2011


de·ceit·ful

adjective /diˈsētfəl/ 

  1. (of a person) Deceiving or misleading others, typically on a habitual basis

  2. Intended to deceive or mislead
    • - such an act would have been deceitful and irresponsible

Friday, July 8, 2011

I've spent my morning:
reading in bed.
bra-less.
writing nonsense.
being ok.
listening to that new album of that new band.
cleaning my room.
eating pears.

Monday, July 4, 2011

it is not all good, but honestly it is not all that bad either.

Sunday, June 26, 2011


i am all for long days under the sun.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

when it doesn't rain, it pours.


what can i say? i thought i played my cards correctly, but somehow i am still loosing.

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

list of things i am constantly complaining about but have grown tired of doing so:
-lack of money.
-incapability of having a "normal" committed relationship.
-nothing to wear.
-not enough time to read.
-sucky weather.
-the second job.
-waking up early.
-no decent meals.
-not enough traveling (ties in with "lack of money")
-repetitiveness.
and so on.

Monday, May 9, 2011

Since I completely failed to buy a planner at the beginning of the year, I've made it a habit to write down "to-do" lists in scraps of paper and post-its. Oh but what happens when i accidentally misplace one of these lists?
(and this happens frequently)
I am totally screwed and forget most of the things I have to-do.

Friday, May 6, 2011

meh.



listening to this song on repeat has helped me get through the first half of this boring/slow morning shift.
i need a new and more interactive second job. soon.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

today's goal:
stop over analyzing and enjoy the nice weather.
here is the thing about drunk texting:
most of the time you regret what you've sent, but you know it is true.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

lately: blah.
because i am:
grumpy.
poor.
stupid.
boy-less (optional).
on my period.
drunk (2 to 3 times a week).
minimum wage.
messy.
neurotic.

Sunday, April 24, 2011



the Watson Twins: perfect for unhurried walks back home.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

and just like that i was informed that i have 4 other siblings in Arizona.
my father was a busy man.

Thursday, April 7, 2011


the rain/snow has kept me inside.
so i've been entertaining myself with netflix, rilo kiley, tostitos + nacho cheese dip (my strange version of comfort food), long naps, letter writing, social networking, and self photobooth portraits.
(they all seem to be a variation of the same theme: huh? what? cheese!?)

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

this morning:
i woke up alone and didn't mind it.
skipped photo class.
cleaned my room.
read in bed.
etc. etc. etc.

it seems i've made it a habit to get involved in complicated schemes.

Thursday, March 17, 2011



contact has been established with my father's family.
it has been 14 years.

Friday, March 11, 2011

my latest purchases:
-a pink dresser.
-tulips.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Jamais

I stick to the script and I go with the plan
And frankly my dear I never gave a damn
Jamais
-Charlotte Gainsbourg
advice:
shut up and enjoy the ride.

Monday, February 21, 2011




i sometimes get gutsy and do things like:
chop off my hair.
call in sick.
and kiss a boy.



Sunday, February 13, 2011


keep it simple.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011