so i've mentioned how i prefer film.
but i've also noticed that i am pretty picky when it comes to prints.
for example:
when working in black and white prints (darkroom-"serious photography"-sort-of-stuff). i go for the heavy dark border on matte fiber paper.
on color prints (developed at my local smith's marketplace) i like the white borders and the matte finish.
it took me a long time, but now my preferences are set.

i go on long walks.

we had a good run and an amicable ending.
but I'll miss how he used to place his hand on mine while he drove.

i hate waking up hung over.
again.

i am a bit of a film snob.
consequently i have box full of undeveloped film and hundreds of print and negatives all over my room.

de·ceit·ful

adjective /diˈsētfəl/ 

(of a person) Deceiving or misleading others, typically on a habitual basis


Intended to deceive or mislead
• - such an act would have been deceitful and irresponsible

I've spent my morning:
reading in bed.
bra-less.
writing nonsense.
being ok.
listening to that new album of that new band.
cleaning my room.
eating pears.

it is not all good, but honestly it is not all that bad either.