i am all for long days under the sun.

when it doesn't rain, it pours.

what can i say? i thought i played my cards correctly, but somehow i am still loosing.

upgrade

Before:


After:

small talk

intimacy

Basically...

list of things i am constantly complaining about but have grown tired of doing so:
-lack of money.
-incapability of having a "normal" committed relationship.
-nothing to wear.
-not enough time to read.
-sucky weather.
-the second job.
-waking up early.
-no decent meals.
-not enough traveling (ties in with "lack of money")
-repetitiveness.
and so on.